Wednesday, May 18, 2005

yay a post!

Well, its official as of Tuesday 12:30 pm. By no natural methods am i going to get my first class and stay on to do a postgrad in warwick. Not that I've been studying very hard thus far... But this means 2 things.

Firstly, either God will give a miracle and I'll stay on, which I would be quite happy with; or I'm going home, which is fair enough as well.

Secondly, now that I can't get my first class; I feel a sudden motivation to work. (It was the opposite on tuesday when after the paper i had this 3 minutes of: I don't feel like studying at all anymore). But now its strangely liberating to know that you're working not for any other reason than God wants you to work. Not for the grades, not to stay on in the UK, not for petty concerns of the future. God wants me to work. Even if I have been slacking... :P

So on to my allnighter and all glory to Him who works in me both to will and to do for His good pleasure. Amen.